Thank you for posting this – please note, if you would like to reach out to an admin directly for support, you can do that by emailing: firstname.lastname@example.org
We have shared this on FB as well and it has provoked a lot of reaction including some excellent advice. Number 1, reach out to you GP and other services for support. For both of you and your little baby.
We would highly recommend you seek out professional services without delay as a matter of urgency.