Hi, I spent 23 years in the RAF, deploying to both Gulf wars, Afghanistan, Iraq, Bosnia and Northern Ireland. I was diagnosed with ptsd, anxiety and depression in 2015, 7 years after leaving. I regret having joining now as the realisation that my anger I felt was that we were dispensable. Since leaving in 2008 and a dozen jobs later, I’m being made redundant for the 4th time. Seems that this feeling of worthlessness isn’t going away. Due to how HR and the company treat you as soon as they announce the redundancy. Utterly gripped by the bull the company posts about ‘valuing staff’ etc.